holiday!

last saturday was fun.. the thing that wasn't fun was the expenses.. hahahaha.. msh itok gyk aiee... hahahah.. finally get to hang out with eka n nab.. tho only the 3 of us.. but still we had fun together.. we talk, walk n laugh n not to forget camwhoring.. huu.. lmk sik kdk tok eyh.. hehehehe... BEST!.. i LOIKE!! but sadly it is just for a while.. sik lmk.. then blt.. the ice creams was awesome! mok agyk.. haha.. somehow the extremely great day continues on sunday when we went to GENTING! *wootwoot* tho dtg akhe n ramey lalu org still had fun laughing around like crazy ppl.. tetak nga org ajak.. hahah. naet pirate ship pun blh tetak.. org tkt.. kami bergelak ketawa dgn riangnya... wakakaka... yg sik best sik sempat g snow world.. :( maybe some other time la ho.. heheh.. dah blt ya.. eran juak nga org ctok eyh.. dah tiket madah kol 8 or 9.. ekot la.. tok sik.. mok juak berebut naet bus.. dahya dah dpt nok standing pun sama juak mok berebut juak.. adoiyai!.. huhu.. eran juak.. dah la adoh makk.. baunya ashem lalu jak.. thn ajak la.. huhu.. sampe mabok bah... luckily i didn't vomit inside the bus.. if not nab la yg ssh.. hehehe... reached home.. bath n trus tdo.. hahaxx.. then woke up arnd 12 gyk ya.. best naa!.. hahahah... ya bok kelelahan.. yesterday n today didn't do anything at all.. just relax n sleep.. (again) hahah.. tomorrow have to start studying ya babe.. test coming up next week.. n lots of things to catch up.. remember that i have to score for this sem yeah.. go qila!.. :P

OMG! i wanted to stop pulling n pushing.. please show me where does this relationship goes.. please.. i really want to know.. :( i'm tired n sick of this.. but somehow i just cant let go of u.. idk y.. i am always wanna move on.. but cant.. keep holding me back and said nice things to me.. i want u really.. n i need u.. but u? how bout u? i want to know ur true feelings tho u'd said to me many times.. u also dont even know where does this gonna lead... please.. u said u dont mind if i move on but i can see thru ur face what u actually feel.. from the first time i told u bout this.. idk what to do.. really let go or what.?? n how??